An iguana, when it catches a largish fly going
by, might have a moment's satisfaction. Its satisfaction (and perhaps
ours, too) is a lessening of desire. The iguana has eaten that fly
and is less hungry by that amount. If there is no peril the
iguana ceases thinking.
But it is not inert! On the contrary, it is alert! It is listening, watching, aware to its surroundings. This
is all it actually needs at this moment. So, no thinking.
Inside the Iguana
Inside the Iguana
It is tempting for us humans to see an iguana sitting there and suppose that it is having deep thoughts about the universe. But it's far more likely that it is not thinking. No thought is happening.
Inside that iguana's brain, nothing is being modeled apart from the present moment. It doesn't have to project into the future because it doesn't have to work out:
“Where will that fly be, given its speed and probable trajectory, so I can aim my tongue precisely to that point (allowing for the travel time of my tongue as affected by wind and my general well-being)?”
What, you thought it was easy being an iguana? When they need to think about the future, they do so. And they're darn good at it.
Note: Iguanas do not actually think in English.
Inside the Human
Of course, iguanas don't have the options that humans do.
Does our bonanza of options
mean we should be thinking continually (or nearly so)? Alternatively, can the thinking actually end when it becomes overly
arbitrary? Is the thinking ever … done?
Part of the mind — call it
ego or programming or whatever — refuses to accept that the
thinking might actually be “done.” It will cheerfully get out of
the way for a while, particularly if this results in pleasure. But it
does not want to be turned off and called up by some other part. It
does not want to, well, die. It cannot let go.
And yet … “it” does let go, sometimes. We've known moments of peace. Why does “it” always come back?
Some sages seem to be saying that it will always be there. But it doesn't have to
co-opt the survival instinct, arrogating unto itself the necessity to
live, live, live!
It doesn't clearly see that
its abeyance is not truly its death. It does not see that it is part
of a larger organism, which can call upon it when it is needed. It
does not trust this process, even though it has seen it happen.
It does not see that I, and it, exist as part of a larger context.
Outside the Human
What does it want with me?
Oh, yeah, it's made of memes. It's surviving.
It's just another bunch of replicators, doing what replicators can evolve to do: survive. And if that means invading an organism's brain and co-opting its survival instinct, so be it.
This is survival we're talking about. Yes, even memes about love and puppies must infect countless hosts to have a fair chance of being passed on. The better a meme convinces an organism to identify with it, the better its survival rate.
The Blex
The organism can realize that it is spending a whole lotta time on a one-subject thought. Wouldn't the organism get bored with thinking about the same thing? Apparently not. The organism might, however, notice that the memetic infection is rather costly, despite the rewards it offers.
And such rewards it offers! I'm reminded of the story of Jesus taken atop a high place by The Devil, and shown all that could (in theory) be his!
It's just another bunch of replicators, doing what replicators can evolve to do: survive. And if that means invading an organism's brain and co-opting its survival instinct, so be it.
This is survival we're talking about. Yes, even memes about love and puppies must infect countless hosts to have a fair chance of being passed on. The better a meme convinces an organism to identify with it, the better its survival rate.
The Blex
The organism can realize that it is spending a whole lotta time on a one-subject thought. Wouldn't the organism get bored with thinking about the same thing? Apparently not. The organism might, however, notice that the memetic infection is rather costly, despite the rewards it offers.
And such rewards it offers! I'm reminded of the story of Jesus taken atop a high place by The Devil, and shown all that could (in theory) be his!
Hmm. What shall we call “it”, though? I won't call it “The Devil”, because that's a fictional character. I won't call it “ego”, because that might sound like something entirely inside us. What is “it,” really? It is almost entirely made of replicators from outside the physical organism. It doesn't really matter what we call it, but let's call it something. I call it The Blex. (Short for The Belief Expanse. If you don't like that name, you can call it The Collective Mind or whatever.)
The Blex's program, if activated, offers rewards of
accomplishment, riches, sexual excitement, triumph, victory! All this
can (in theory) be yours! All you must do is run The Blex's program!
Note: Let's not blame the outside world for the entirety of The Belief Expanse — The Blex. Many beliefs I infer from my life's “story.” I have nobody to blame for these beliefs but myself, but they all get tossed together into a big belief salad. Your beliefs would infect me if they could, and vice-versa. Hence, it's all The Blex.
How Much Guidance?
Unless we opt to live in
isolation on an island, some parts of the program
(such as social rules) are necessary; some (like how to make fire or
operate a computer) are useful. How do we keep only the parts that
are edifying? To put it another way, can we pare down the program
load to a bare minimum? If so, who or what decides which bits continue to guide us?
It makes no sense for the
program itself to choose which bits are kept resident, but this is
indeed what we do. Constantly. In fact, many times we have become
confused and genuinely believed that we were the program. A case of mistaken identity! But alongside all that nonsense going on inside us, there's
that other part — that right-brainy part, perhaps — that seems
capable of deciding when to call up which bit.
In times of crisis, what is guiding us? When a
seemingly higher ability takes us over, and there's no time to think or even feel but still we do the right thing ... what is guiding us?
Jesus?
Jesus?
It seems to me that
in such cases a humble, unadorned, unthinking part of us is choosing which bits of
the program are relevant. Call it “right brain” if that works for you. If you want to say, “But that's Jesus inside me, guiding me!” (or Jehovah, or Allah, or Pure Doingness) go ahead; this article's almost over.
Could we to some extent actually live in that highly effective state? How much thinking is actually
necessary?
Really like this article , and your blog in general. Your writing reminds me a bit of UG Krishnamurthi.
ReplyDeletethere is a very simple act called 'looking at yourself' being talked about by this very regular guy called john sherman that seems to get this done. what you call, living in that highly effective state. atleast that is my experience.
keep writing!
Thank you for your kind review.
DeleteI've never considered if my writings resemble those of UG Krishnamurthi, but at least in some ways that quite a nice compliment! The fellow certainly did speak quite clearly. One of the lines he said has stuck with me for a long time: “The body rejects the mind.” That phrasing is, perhaps, a bit more poetic than it is scientific, but it certainly conveys what I consider to be an important truth.